I will...

I am 19 years old. But soon, I will be a 20 years old. My birthday is December 25th. So it is a Christmas! However I am not so happy. Because everyone have two lucky day in a year. But I have only one happy day. I often felt sad of that. In fact, I don't want to be a 20 years so much. Because I think yhat I still child. Everyone said to me you are still child. You have to be more adult. For example, my mother, my brother, my sister, my boy friend, my a lot of friends, and so on. I know that things my self, but I don't know what can I do? So I always became sad and terrible when I have said by someone "you are still child." I want to be more adult for my self. I want to spend happy time of my 20 years old life.

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